Tuesday, April 13, 2010

I think that I will never live in a noisy place ever!


This year I know... Is a full of fighting, shouting, arguing... year. It make me sick sometimes. I have a new room, since this January 1st ... I thought that this is the place that I well live peacefully... but when I started to live until the 2nd month... the war begins...@@ my life start to less sleep, cannot sleep well, have a bad temple. Coz... my housemate fighting with her BF in the middle of the night like 5am! what they doing... is they can just fight together when were f***ing??? or the man is not stronger than the boys so that they fighting... errrr!!!
And the resident near by... the girl SREM so crazy! and argue with her loving BF!! Crazy B*t*h==. Even a car was'en happy for me... I don't know is the same car or what... the Alam biling when i was a sleep! god damn this world... and A dog next door... owww he been bully by the other dogs, a SREM so annoying, and the mother f***ing master... bit him like killing him, Y you 1st buy the dog when you did't have the passions to look at one!!! crazy woman!
I make my life posses! SOS Lord ....

Monday, April 12, 2010

I don't understand... why...

From the beginning... I thought I'm the one who give loyalty to my dad... but I always feel like he love my sister more than me... and it is because I don't like study... and get a bad result... My sisters has a give. They just know how to read, they like reading novel, all those words... that i can not get it right by reading one time... but they can finish the scary tick book in one or two mouth!! @@ I have to take a year... Its just not faire! When I finally have a good result like top 3th, they (my mom and dad) tarn there back on me... They always think that "well she always have a bad result some how" or even say:" oww... well done..." and no party, no gift, no happy, no nothing! and they never believe me! NEVER! So what's the point to get good result anyways! When my sister have a good result, they well just like so happy, and buy her this, that, whatever. WTF! I'm the youngest, but i feel like the elders in the family. They say never give me stress, but they just did! I wish i feel nothing... no feelings for my family... just portent they already die. Just gone. So that I can live better...have my way,my life.

Crying Shandi

It just me and my bun bun^^

He love going to the dark, so that no one can dare to fine him... but the point is... I always found him. muaAA hahaha! coz, he was just in my room. Easy :) my dear bun bun love watermelon, but i cannot buy the whole melon just for him... so I use salad to become his treats. He sure love that. I wish that my bun bun can sleep with me... so that I can no need to put him in the cage everyday! Its hurt to put him in the cage... coz when you look in to his eyes... shows no freedom... and it make me a bad MAMMY.... : (, but i can see that, he begin started to like me, he shows no fear when i hold him. I thing that he will love me more... I will you BUNBUN^^ muck!